In Which, Thinking

I don’t know if Alex realizes what a punch in the gut it was to me for him to go back to chewing tobacco. I mean, he quit for me during Topsham Fair. At Topsham, I expressed how utterly disgusting I thought it was, so he quit.

Shortly after he dumped me, I mean just mere hours after, he started right back up. He probably didn’t realize it, but it made me feel like crap. He made it seem like we’d get back together at somepoint in a month or so. I don’t know if he just told me that to make me be complacent or if he meant it… The fact that he went back to the dip makes me believe it was just a lie to make me complacent… It makes me feel like he doesn’t care about me any more…

 

In Which, Return

I got back from Topsham Fair an hour or two ago. I’m way to tired now to say all that happened, so I’ll hold off until tomorrow or the next day.

Just thought I would say that I’m back.

 

In Which, Again

It’s that time of the year again. The time where I head off to fairs to show my animals. Tomorrow we’re pulling into Topsham. So I may update even less than I do now. Oops.

But Topsham Fair had internet access last year, so I hope they do this year too.

 

In Which, She Gives Up

Alright, Topsham Fair wasn’t all that interesting. I don’t feel the need to really bother with writing what happened in great detail. Not to mention, I really don’t feel like writing it in the first place.

• We got a goat. He’s a Boki goat, whom we named Caesar. After the dog whisperer…
• It poured. Really, it did. Nearly every day.
• I spent most of the first half of the week getting my sheep ready for show.
• My sheep pretty much cleaned the floor with everyone. They’re kinda awesome.
• I got to see Maes!!!! He was a ram lamb I sold last year as a breeding ram. I got to see him!!! It was the one thing I was looking forward to!
• The last few days of the fair were really nice. Taylor, my boyfriend, came the last three days. It’s nice to spend time with him before I go off to college.

Anyway. The vet came today to do regular vaccines, like rabies. It went really well. We also got a few of the cows Preg-checked (checking to see if they are pregnant.) Of the four cows that were checked, three were pregnant. That’s a 75% success rate. so I’d say that it’s pretty good.

Me and Caesar